Last shot

I would not consider myself as a lucky person. Nor am I gifted with any special abilities. But one thing I know, I was given a lot of opportunities. And then comes the choices..which I was fairly bad in making a good one. But now, knowing that I will be facing my last and final shot in making things right, I decided to stop contemplating. So to cut things short, I'm starting my last semester tomorrow. The course only takes about 3 and a half years, so I'm coming down to last half. It's a full time research project, within 6 months and then finishing my electives for another last class. So everything is last la. I'm getting my final scholarship this semester and JPA paying the last set of tuition and accommodation fees (thank You JPA xoxo). I have to save a lot after this because I'm already contouring plans in my head on what to do right after the last paper (so typical of me).

The difficult part in reaching for this final sem is when I was unable to get a placement for 8th college. I was rejected more than 10 times and you don't wanna how frustrated I was. It got me into sleepless nights and mood swings. Not when I actually made time for all the project (only one) and programs. It was tiring, and money consuming. Tapi takpelah I think of it as one way of sedekah. I bet everyone was tired/sick of seeing my name everywhere on  promoting this and that (I was in the publicity team remember?) and I had to make myself firm in saying no to some of the tasks. So it was really upsetting when I actually tried to stay active. In the end alhamdulillah, after multple rejections I finally got a place. And just knew this on Friday. I registered this morning, organized the stuff and then head back home. Usually the first week is just introduction and most of the classes will be cancelled.

So everyone. This is my last shot. I completed my internship (which will be blogging about it later) and hoping for a solid A, inshaAllah. Not asking much, but prayer from far. All the good things you know. I need it very much.

Reeallllllyyyyy.......